Happy Birthday Mom!

Today is your birthday mom, HAPPY BIRTHDAY *hug
I wish you are here and watch me that I've changed a lot, a lot, and a lot
All I did is for creating a balance life after I learned many things from your story.
I sacrifice some, I cut some, I push some, all about my dreams, my ego, my "me"
And divided my time, my all for some investments.
Investments of good family, good relationship, health, responsible future.
You know how spoiled I am, which I never realize before. And for the thing that you have ever known or not that I am a dreamer, I dream big, probably sometimes too big.
I cut it realistically, so I can spend more time for some relationships, moreover for Dad.
I like the way you come into my dream and it always happened when I need you the most.
Remember when at the early periods I came alone to this big city, you always appear on my sleep to give me sign that will be a problem comes.
And nowadays you just appear when I need you the most, like I feel completely alone and everything is hard.
I don't care if may people say that this is just a fake "belief" about you, all I know is about you and me, mom.
I hate when I forget some moments and even the feelings with you. I tried to remember but than I can't.
I do not know is about I do not get a lot times I spent with you, or maybe it will hurt to be remembered.
I remember that you like when I become feminine. I'm in progress to learn about that, and I think It's 60% successfully.
Don't you remember when I cried about interior design major for my study? LOL
I finished it well, and this month I've graduated.
Ah, wanna tell you a lot about my life now. How you can teach me to solve some 21 years old problems. Career, love, friend, future, reality, social. :)
These days everything gets harder, but thank you as you let me know about your God, now I recognize Him more, and He stays with me. He really helps and GREAT. THE BEST I EVER HAD. He is lovely.
So It's okey, I'm doing good here.
Tu me manques :*